rest in peace?

somebody, think is simple to die,
somebody, think after dying thet will rest in peace,
somebody, think after dying she or he will get happiness,
somebody, think after dying family will not have another burden anymore,
somebody, think after dying family will get help from the insurance,
somebody, think after dying can solve every probs and task,
why?why couldn't the somebody think it more simple,
then you will see a solution in front of you..
even how hard it is, how suffering it is,
we must be brave to face all this..
there is nothing impossible in this world,
even thou dying is the solution,
do you ever think of will they be happy after your dead?
they won't be happy, they will be sorry for you to go through their life..
even thou die,
will your family less one burden, helping your family to get insurance?
all they got is another feeling of sorry and sad.
your family love you so much, is just they doesn't know how to express their loves.
even how hard is the task, question,
dont blame the god for nothing..
god want us to accept every task and question,
so that we can grow up, to be more braver to face all the task...
if you can't stand the problems,
ask yourself,
why are you so brave to come to this world?
why you insist to born to this world even how suffer also?
dont forget,
failure is the mother of sucess..



p.s.everyday we have new life coming to this world..to accept all the task they have to face..


flca10112006

friends

eat, sleep, bath, talk
all this actions is compulsary to do in one day,
even thou what kind of problems we face..
sad, happy, suffer, boring
we still have to do the things that we have to do..
when we are sad,
friends will comfort you,
when we are happy,
friends will share your happiness,
when we suffer,
friends will be with you to help you solve your probs,
when we are boring,
friends will be accompany you to have a drink,
even thou we one of your friends that it will become your enemy in the future,
but still she or he is still your friend,
dont be regret when you seriously lose them..
grab your friends tightly..


p.s. friends is important, but family is important too..


flca9112006

9th of nov

today is my birthday and this is my first blog..
couldn't get a blog tru frenster..weird..
anyway...i didnt know that i got a little party from my frens..they celebrating burfday for me..i was happy..becoz at the first time, i tot that it was just another normal day for me to go tru my birthday again..lolz..
but most of my frens really forget about my birthday..haha...not blaming them, is just that i didnt tell out my birthday..haha...wasn't notice by anyone that today was my birthday..
went to donate blood today at millenium tower...haha...lucky...even thou still the last one...
became a organs donater and blood donater..hahah...

sis call me up and keep telling me about her things between her bf and her..i wasn't intrested at all but i have to act like i m intrested..is like i m sick of everything ...i dont feel like seeing anyone in this few months...totally sick of it...

this is what i got during my birthday, i think i deserve it ..hahah..

but lucky, my family still remember my birthday...haha get angpow from my family ..no present but angpow ...lolz....

is 2 25 at the midnight, is 10/11 d, one whole day i just go tru my birthday like taht...but saying the truth, i dont really care about my birthday ..is like another normal day that i have to go tru everyday .....
still have to study for sure ....nursing science...
tomoro is anatomy and physiology....and microbiology*what the hell is that*?
hmmmmmm..will find out tomoro ...


happy burfday to my self today ....i love myself...muakcz...!


flca10/11/2006 2..25am